That title isn’t clickbait – it’s true. This game means a lot to me, and I figured it would be a good time to post this since it’s National Suicide Prevention Week (Sep. 4th – Sep 10th 2022).
Trigger and Spoiler Warnings for the video as well.
If you’re struggling with any mental illness or suicide, please utilize the below tools to help yourself. You aren’t alone – you matter and deserve happiness.
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The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention provides information around suicide and prevention efforts. – https://afsp.org/
Seize the Awkward Campaign– A resource for individuals looking to help friends through mental health – https://seizetheawkward.org/
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I'm so proud of you for opening up like this, I know from personal experiences how hard this can be, and I'm so glad to consider you not just someone I watch the internet, but a friend, I will constantly remind you that my DMs are always open, I am not a professional in any way but I'm always here 💜
This is a heavy topic and we thank you for sharing that and trusting us with that level of truth.
Ffxiv has been my escape since 2013. Its helped me make friends when I struggled with making friends in high school. On top of depression thats been undiagnosed due to religous parent brushing off everything Ive tried telling them over the years, feeling like I didnt matter or my input silienced. It was just frusterating to find something anything to really live for. If it wasnt for ffxiv and some long lasting friends I dont think id be here today. So im greatful and thankful to the friends ive made and the dev team that helped me meet them and an amazing world to occupy free time into.
I understand its hard to open up about these sorts of things but thank you for sharing your story. I wish you the best and to keep strong for yourself, your friends and loved ones.
I'm right there with you, Endwalker saved me in the same way. I was sooo close to ending it, but damn feeling that small bit of victory over despair, cracked me, Meteon and an elpis flower are going around my ; tattoo.
I'm gonna say … thank you for sharing and opening with us. This is surely a hard topic and you have a strong will and determination. I myself struggling with middle age crisis right now but I try to do the best on a daily basis. Just so you know that you're not alone on this road from fellow black mage.
Sorry for my English, I try to find a word to describe how I feel and understand how you feel but I'm not good at wording so, we're try out best and thank you again for sharing. 🙂
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FF14 story is about Hope. That is something I have forgotten as well. I too questioned why I am here. But the game reminded me we all feel the same and everyone has different reasons to live.
As someone who thinks Final Fantasy XIV is the best story in gaming and as someone who struggles with Bipolar 2, I felt every word of your video. Thank you
Keep fighting, brother. Glad to hear you've emerged from the depths of depression alive and on the mend. I hope things turn out well in the future for you. "And amidst deepest despair, light everlasting."
same dude, not just FFXIV tho but a lot of games, they just keep me here…
i wanted to say something that's not about me but, i can't think of anything so i'll just stop here.
good luck anyways.
You must live, and live well. There's so much out there in the world worth seeking and exploring. After all… "As the bearer of Azem's crystal, you may consider your duty to see at least that much."
Jack: I’m depressed.
Therapist: Have you heard of the critically acclaimed MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV? With an expanded free trial which you can play through the entirety of A Realm Reborn and the award winning Heavensward expansion up to level 60 for free with no restrictions on playtime.
Jack to Depression: You will not end our journey!
I struggle with bipolar as well and struggled with the same issues you described here. Got into the game in February and it has be the exact same experience for me. Shit, I can't go to Ultima Thule without turning off the music because its instant meltdown. It wasn't just the story too, as the community has been the most incredible one I have ever had the pleasure of being a part of. I've always loved rpg's and mmo's but was never too social, until now. I've made so many amazing friends in such a short amount of time. Now I have the problem of not wanting to leave the game lol.
Got this video linked by someone i know,
(This may be a long comment so strap in)
You know you have fully transitioned into an FF14 player when you grow into a grief vampire, and you watch other streamers reactions to vicariously relive your own experience, it is a very strange custom that isnt found in many other games.
I would say that the story in 14 is definitely great, and can have such an effect on people(the "walk" before the meteon scene is what got me more).
However, if you would like some recommendations on games that could have such an effect, id suggest the 2 nier games, the persona series(from persona 2's duology to persona 5), celeste, omori and a few others i cant remember off the top of my head.
As for a song that is a banger, but is also great in the lyrics, persona 5 has a ton, but i would suggest "You are Stronger" from Persona 5 Strikers.
That said,Good day and good video!
I really appreciate you opening up such a personal story. I came across your video on my recommended, and it just struck a chord with me.
I’ve struggled with depression for 12 years, with the past 5 years being myself at a much better condition. Work and achievement give me purpose. Last year was kind of a bad relapse where I came close to a few breaking points due to a toxic relationship, but Endwalker came and that same Meteion scene made me bawl uncontrollably and feeling relieved. That there is still happiness, that we go through to small joys in life and that it’s okay not to find a meaning in life because that’s our whole life’s journey. You’re okay if you dont get your things together now.
I felt much better and looking forward to life. Im now out of that relationship with a new job where Im happy rediscovering myself. Things will get better for you, you’re that beacon of light and dont ever give up.
This is also why EW is my favorite expansion, and also how I always struggle to explain to people why it is so. It’s too personal.
Subscribed and looking forward for more content from you!
I dont have anything profound to say like some others in the comments, and honestly i came across this video on a whim. But I do want to say that though i have no clue who you are, I'm really glad you were still here to make this video and genuinely hope you are here for a long long time.
ffxiv has been a big part of my life in the last year as well and I wanted to thank you for sharing. You are worth it all… Glad you are still here with us you warrior of light.
Endwalker really is a therapy session
Graha: "FOR HOPE WILL SHINE AGAIN!"